am I too hopeful to expect the best?
am I too confident that things will go my way?
am I too arrogant to believe I'm worth it?
am I too assuming that I will have another chance?
am I too much of a dreamer that my reality will never live up?
am I too emotional to be understood?
am I too in love with love for love to love me back?
am I too naive to believe I can have it all?
am I too much of an idealist that all I have to offer will all just be wasted away?
am I just too hopeless and crazy?